Sometimes you need to just stop, just stop and think. Is this really worth it ? If not then just turn around, and try to forget the good memories you had. and think like there is some one els that can make you smile like befor. It wasn’t just the person you thought it was. Smile my friend.. and have a great life I wish you all the best in life, but I’m going back now. I’m saying stop 🛑 you say like me. then it to me. You loving me. then show me that. I’m a good friend and you are glad to have me in your life ? I don’t actually think that’s is true. I try to show everyone I care about, that I’m there even if they don’t need me to be. I’m not perfect, I don’t have all the time in the world, but I’m trying. I’m trying to priority you. I’m trying to be a good friend to you. It doesn’t count how many times I tell you I’m there for you and I care about you. What counts is the few minutes I spend on you when I text you and ask how you are, when I’m sowing up at your place because I want to, when I’m helping you up when you are low. What counts is what I’m willing to do for you without you asking me. and not what You say You would do and still don’t. This is one of the hardest ting for me to do but I can’t standing being your 3-4 chois And maybe not even that because you don’t earn anything right now from our relationship. there are e few people in my life I don’t what to lose, my problems is that some people aren’t afraid of losing me. They didn’t looking at our relationship as I did. It’s hard to say but. Im wish you the best things in life, I’ll hope your life turns out as you wish. Now it’s time for me to move on with my life. I’m closing the door behind me but it’s still unlocked you can always come back when you think I’m deserving more then this fake shit you have given me. when you know the real value of friends you don’t let them go if you really love them.
